Wishing On The Same Star (by Myke)

I had wished on the same star
Where you said your prayers.
I was once the man
that you'd prayed to come...
but you we're too late.

Pure & Perfect, A knight I
thought 'till the end,
Alas, my fortune reversed..
Faith wasn't in my hand.

Wash away and drainned of thoughts...
The heaven above had punished me more...
I wish at the same star,
for someone to save my mortal soul...
Yes, they were granted...
but then I am too old.

The pain & sufferings,
The devil deeds I've done.
Pure & Perfect,
I am no longer that one...

How I wish I could still be that one.

You deserve more.
More than him. More than me.
You are a very special person.
You deserve the best,
the best that only God can see

A Battle That I can't Win (by Myke)

Very pretty..Very nice...
Somehow, I can't belive my eyes.

Such an Angel like you,
came down to my side...
licked my sorrows
tainted my life,
of colors of love & life.

I'd fought long & hard,
I might lose the fight,
but no matter what the outcum
I already raised my sword of might.

And let you know my life
is completely in you hands.

Corrupted Love ( by AZEHR )

(Note: The writer just want to use pen name, due to the sensitivity of her topics. She doesn't want any perverts attentions. - ed)

A warm sensation fills my body.
My heart races with every touch.

The softness of your voice soothes,
My soul,
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end .

Calling for you.
Praying that you'll never let me go.

The sensation so strong,
I can no longer feel my body.

Slowly I fade in and out of reality.
In an instant the warm sensation...
Fades away.

My heart empty.

My soul torn apart.

Lying there; wondering where I went wrong.

Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer.

My mind invaded with thoughts.

So cruel and unrefined.

The sensation of fear of what's to come.

Slowly the reality over powering

The lust and fantasy.

Leaving me empty...

Confused on how to think or feel,
The loneliness I feel.
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love.

Are you real? (writen by AZEHR)

(Note: This writer just want to use pen name, due to the sensitivity of her topics. She doesn't want any perverts attentions. A very good friend & a nice person - ed)

You could never imagine the pain i feel,
when i start to question what is real......

I have this fear of never being satisfied, i can't find stable happiness
believe me, i've tried.
Please know it's not easy, thinking I might live life until i die,
wondering if i'll ever be satisfied.
Who else could I blame myself for my insecurity?

Sometimes i hate my cynicism, which only results in vacillation,
i get caught in the whirlwind that circulates through my mind.

i take a breath and try to concentrate,
to make sure my emotions don't instigate....
the result being a decision i might regret,
or suffer for down the line,

look at the monster I've created in my mind.

When my heart skips a beat and words pause with hesitation,
it's just my overactive imagination;

that constant fear of the future
and what will happen to me.

i'm uncomfortable having so much emotion

why can't it be more simple,
it's my only insecurity,

You.....not being true to me.

this whole reality
seems so incessant

and all this perfection
just makes me hesitant,

just so perfect
how can it be?
that someone so grounded like you
found someone so mixed up like me?

i say these things not just to flatter you.
You know i mean it,

your forever on my mind
I know a man like you isn't easy to find.

But now I have come to a fork in the road,
Where I must no longer carry that load,
Ease the burden off my shoulders

and try not to leave a scar

A Wonderful Writer named AZEHR

The following poetry came from a female friend named AZEHR, whose passion for writing transcends day-by-day. I'd like to put her real name here so you could congratulate her for her good works, but since her topic are too sensitive, she is somewhat scared that some guys or whatever human perverts might interpret her work very differently (or too titillating).

I had a privilege to published her work here on SOFT SIDE. To all the artist & writes out there...enjoy her creativity. To those HOT-HEADED GUYS, sorry, can't give her friendster nor cell number.

"ONE NIGHT" by azehr

Feeling your touch
This is such a rush
Kissing my neck
Going to far, We can go back
Your hand finds my thigh
By The candle light
My little black dress
hits the floor in a mess
Undoing your belt
The heat begins to melt
Our cares away
Its just one night anyway.
Its just about sex.
I think that is for the best.
Just one night
And we will both be alright....

Feeling your touch
This is such a rush
Kissing my neck
Going to far, We can go back
Your hand finds my thigh
By The candle light
My little black dress
hits the floor in a mess
Undoing your belt
The heat begins to melt
Our cares away
Its just one night anyway.
Its just about sex.
I think that is for the best.
Just one night
And we will both be alright....


(Note: The writer just want to use pen name, due to the sensitivity of her topics. She doesn't want any perverts attentions. - ed)

"I NEED...NEED TO FEEL" by azehr

It gets harder each and every day,
Being without you is driving me insane.

The 30 minutes I get just isn't enough,
I need more, I need to feel your touch.

I need to feel your hands upon my body,
to feel you drink of me like I'm some kind of hot toddy.

To feel you deep inside me would be pure bliss,
To feel our hearts beat together, feel them skip and miss.

To feel your body pressed against mine as we move together in that age old rhythm of love against time.

One day soon this will all come to be and it's then that you will see, that this love and passion that we share is really meant to be.


(Note: The writer just want to use pen name, due to the sensitivity of her topics. She doesn't want any perverts attentions. - ed)